So… I try not to post personal things. I have in the past, but I quite literally shy away from it. The whole reason I started this little blog was to promote my books as well as other fabulous authors. It was to give advice and help guide those just starting out. However, the last month or so I have failed. Big time. Some of you know the reasons already, some of you don’t. For those of you who don’t already know, I’ll explain what I’m apologizing for.
First, there have been considerable changes to my health and the heart failure I deal with. I’ll tell you more about that in a moment. Most recently I got blind-sided with the fact that my son, who is only 15, now shares the same ailment I do. A bad heart. Not something I expected, nor did I want for him, but we’re here nonetheless. All I can do is be strong for him and love him, which I do tremendously. So that has set me back a bit. And in all the chaos, I completely forgot last weeks featured author. I apologized profusely and the man was very nice, not that I expected anything different. I hope to feature him soon, but in the meantime, there will be a new author featured on here Friday and I’m very excited to introduce her to you.
My book blog tour also starts next week. I’m ecstatic and nervous all at the same time. Especially since I haven’t written a lick in who knows when. It’s been quite a while. Hopefully after the coming week I will buckle down and get back to finishing Blake’s Hope. If you’d like to check out the tour and the schedule, here is the link. Book Tour Xpresso Book Tours has been fantastic to work with and I highly recommend them if you are thinking of doing the same. If I am well enough, I also have a book signing coming up in May. That will be a dream come true and quite possibly my only chance, so I am fighting to stay well enough to go.
Now, for those who know about my situation and heart failure, this is a brief update. I won’t go into lengthy detail, but so many of you ask and message. Which is so greatly appreciated by the way. I saw my doctor today and the conclusive result is that my heart is, in fact, getting worse. At this time there is no reversal and there is no slowing the progression. I’m not a candidate for transplant because my other organs have been greatly affected. In a nutshell, there’s too much damage. I will be going Tuesday for more test and will have a monitor implanted in my chest cavity. This will automatically transmit any heart rhythm issues, etc. directly to my doctor. It basically saves me the time of journaling because I have to document EVERYTHING! It will be nice to not have to do that anymore! So anyhow, we’ll see.
I have big plans for my future… or at least I did. I don’t know anymore. Part of me wants to keep fighting. I really do. The other part of me is so exhausted that I don’t know whether I’m coming or going most days. And of course things change. Things you plan. Things you dream about. Sometimes those things just don’t work out. Time will tell I suppose.
Anyhow, thank you all for supporting me. For your kind words and sweet messages. You’ll never know what it means to me. That so many of you, people whom I’ve never even met, have shown me such love and compassion. I’m truly grateful for the great blogging family I have here.
I have been wondering. Wishing you both all the best. Hope your prognosis improves.
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Lol! Thank you. I’ve been seeing and sharing your post on Facebook, but haven’t been on here in what seems like ages. I’ve a lot of catching up to do I think!
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I wouldn’t worry about it. We’ll always write more. I think you have a good excuse.
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Lol! Thank you for letting me off the hook! I do enjoy your posts so very much. And I’m glad to know you and your wife are still keeping up with your date nights! That is fabulous!! Keep writing and I’ll keep reading!
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You’ve got it.
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Kelly, I’m thinking of you and your handsome son. It’s okay to post personal things sometimes. We’re writers AND we’re human. It was nice to see an update from you!!
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Thanks, Eve! I have certainly missed all of you! Hope the writing is going well!! 😊
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I wish you both the biggest best miracle the universe has to give.
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That’s truly a beautiful thing to say. Thank you 🙂
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I believe.
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So do I. I’m not giving up ☺️
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I wish you both the best, and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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Thank you Charles 😊
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Oh Kelly my prayers and wishes for you, keep fighting, please keep fighting. Sending you big healing hugs and comfort. Be well my friend.
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Thank you, love ☺️
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You’re a brave person to have to deal with this each day! Respect to you!
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Thank you Simon for your kind words. Some days I’m not so brave, but it’s the cards I was dealt. I make the best of what I have. lol. Thank you, love.
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Just because you don’t feel it, doesn’t mean you’re not brave. I’ve had times I dont feel brave and got on with it. You do too, you’re a solider, never forget it love 😃
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😊 Well, we’ll just be badass and brave together then! Thanks for the encouragement!! Xo
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Always Kelly, if ever you need it come find me! 😃
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Thanks Simon 😌
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